Which Door? I don’t wanna know.

My quietness character suddenly come back. Less talking and just wandering around or looking at any books that have picture for me to think and ponder. I know it’s bad going back to pendiam punya character. 1 year 4 months for me to go graduate as a Bachelor Photographer. I’m really worried about my future, I want to get into the industry straight away no matter what kind of photography job.. Assistant Photographer, Photo Retoucher, Travel Photographer, Documentary or Photojournalist. I don’t want to stay at home or live overseas doing nothing and waste my precious time. I know at the age of 23 consider young for everyone but as the only son and elder sibling in the family. I started to feel the responsibility almost touch my shoulder and i feel the heavyness day by day.
I found lots of photo agency contact and email them introduce myself with cover letter about my future personal project and also other stuff that i willing to cover any documentary or work for them. But teda berita dari dorang… hahaha kanasai~~ Maybe i need help from my lecturer pasal ni barang.

I want to visit a place that is overpopulated, crowded place, unfamiliar people and language for me to get inspire something new and fresh. I started to love appreciate European Contemporary Photographer and Japanese Photographer’s work. Althou they only shoot 1 photo and expose less than 5 frame in their memory card or film but the outcome is so………pandai jatuh cinta terus ni (breath taking). I can feel the feeling and emotion of the photo they took.

Harap2 during the summer holiday, if got enough cash for me to backpacking. I want to visit Tokyo for 10 days visit a few places for me to photograph, meeting unknown from the net and attend their photography exhibition, day visit and experience ancient city in fukui or nara-ken.

I like challenging… Just hope saya inda kena bodek when i was in Paris 2 years ago lar. I still remember kena bodek for 40euros somewhere in a small alley  in a small suburbs in Paris. I’ve learnt a lesson but still i enjoy every moment and sightseeing unfamous and dirty side of Paris. But still, 40euros hilang terus kena tiao by my parents. >_<

Okay… I think too much~~ But seriously, The time is moving very slow…….. Why suddenly so slow ah?
anyone from time machine go and stop the clock ka?

-peace bebeh and one love-

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